Why am I not free at all even though it’s holidays?

my pw op today,

tmr GPF, n class CIP cum learning journeys,
friday icomp meeting, computing lesson,
plus tuesday OGL, icomp meeting,
plus i got SVA filming coming round the corner (missed some of the preparation meetings with my team),
plus i’m preparing for a overseas CIP project (projectvisual.org)

I’m not enjoying this!